They say man can live a few days without food and water but only can survive a few minutes without air.

So i'm typing this because i might die at any moment. My breathing problem occurs again. NOw i dunno what to do... Since all the skull heads malay docs in Shah alam do not qualify to treat me. Even got one doc came out with this theory that the gas in my stomach compress my lungs therefore i'm choking inside.. and thus gave me some so call malaysian made cheap ultracarbon... Damn i'm still feeling the same... Hopefully i can still survive until next week b4 my parents bring me to see some specialists.

And talking of the people who care about me.. I'm sorry all this while, coz i'm ultra egoistic then i shunned off them all thetime.. Really, i cannot be cured ... See even the big fsh started to get along with other ppl again.. And i'm still--- the old me + a whole lot ego to feed on...

See my parents try to give everything that i wanted, they r the best... n sometimes i just hung off the phone whenever i dun like them nagging me on it... sigh old habits die hard... It's just that ... hmm i dunno what to say...

posted by Angelus @ 1:37 AM